My life,my love!
When the curtain comes down
before my last breath
I will say to myself
my God it was so much fun.
As far as I know
my life was a total show.
I look at the stars above
and I wonder was I ever loved?
I wonder what is in fact true love!
Is it when a mother gives a birth
to her first child?
Is it a first kiss?
I wonder what did I miss!
I think about my first love
she was so pretty
like a white dove!
Her soul,the way she looked at me,
I thought at that time
She will be my wife
for the rest of my life.
And than there is a twist
my first love disappeared over night
in the mist!
I think about her every day
and I wonder why didn’t she stay!
Did I do something wrong?
Was I weak or was I strong,
why didn’t I tell her please stay
don’t leave me,don’t go away!
Was it meant to be?
Was it written in the sky?
My first love left me,
without even saying goodbye!
What can I do,
I can not stop my tears
she married another man,
I drown my tears in sorrow,
she was my soulmate,
my night,my day,
she was everything to me,
what else can I say!
Life went on,
I married another woman,
she was the opposite of her,
she took me by surprise,
she put a spell on me
to the point I thought this was meant to be.
My life changed overnight
it became a struggle,
it became a fight!
She did two things right,
gave birth to my two children,
two angels in disguise
Son a daughter I adore
to the point of no regrets,
no way back,
if you ask me now what would you change if you had a chance to live your life once again,
my answer would be nothing
even do I do feel pain
over and over again.
I am laughing,happy,
singing and dancing in the pouring rain!
